Next, Please!
I had a bad weekend. I can't even break down exactly what made it bad. Things I wanted to get done remain undone. Things I tried to do, I couldn't make happen. Things I expected from others didn't materialize. Everything hurts. I've had a headache all weekend.
It's too hot out, which means it's too hot in, too. Fuck this non-air-conditioning crap. My pathetic Walgreens fan is not cutting it. I hate Walgreens. I miss CVS with their carpeting, big spread out aisles, and superclean stores. I may never have spent any more time outdoors than it took to go from car to store during the four years in Florida, but I was rarely too hot (never mind sliding into a car that has leather seats).
All weekend I've had a hard time thinking. People mention a place and I feel a blank look wash over my face. Every time I've tried to picture something in my head, I can't. It freaks me out. It's the feeling that makes me think I should stay in bed not talking to anyone for several days or weeks or months or however long it takes for this feeling to go away.
But I'll settle for just going to sleep in a half hour and trying to start over tomorrow.
It's too hot out, which means it's too hot in, too. Fuck this non-air-conditioning crap. My pathetic Walgreens fan is not cutting it. I hate Walgreens. I miss CVS with their carpeting, big spread out aisles, and superclean stores. I may never have spent any more time outdoors than it took to go from car to store during the four years in Florida, but I was rarely too hot (never mind sliding into a car that has leather seats).
All weekend I've had a hard time thinking. People mention a place and I feel a blank look wash over my face. Every time I've tried to picture something in my head, I can't. It freaks me out. It's the feeling that makes me think I should stay in bed not talking to anyone for several days or weeks or months or however long it takes for this feeling to go away.
But I'll settle for just going to sleep in a half hour and trying to start over tomorrow.
posted by Green at 5/14/2006 10:15:00 PM
5 Comments:
I'm pretty sure sleeping in always helps. :)
There's a CVS a mere 450 miles away from San Francisco in LA (according to the CVS website)! Somehow I don't think that will do it for you.
Everyone needs a mental health day every once in a while. Frequently, those who don't take them need extended mental health vacations!
Have a good nap!
BTW, FYI, the CVS near me isn't carpeted though it really would be much nicer if it were!
i could have written this. shit, baby. i feel you and it hurts. hope all is better by now and you can squeak a good one out of the next couple of days.
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